What do you think about more than anything else?

Interestingly enough things that will pass in a matter of days. Meaning I find it challenging to think of things that will benefit me most now and for later. for example I have a knack of turning on my power of attraction or magnetism for items of good that will benefit me and my students whom I mentor or teach.  Yet when my mind goes into stress or other non productive mode those things increase or or attracted to me which sucks of course! sooo I'm always trying to regain focus and trust in the creator to assist me to create and sen the right or best energy so I may help others. perhaps my inlaws could benefit as well as my own. I need to find some people to talk to about these things so I can buld on this right or gift and help more people. basically staying in zone and in tune with the The Creator more consistentley